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Today was the first time I've logged into here for the first time in three days...something else, lol.

I'm sorry I haven't commented much or anything, I've...been in kind of a down state of mind here and there, and I'd say this is one of those times .

Work is carrying on slowly, I've got one story I'm going to post tonight...and I'm working on an another right now.

IRL work though...damn. For one thing, I'm getting pretty sick of waiting for everything to start. The other thing...well, it's stupid. But I can't really put into words how stupid and useless it feels to be waiting for my new job to actually start...

Not much else to say, honestly...My stomach hurts.

Also, for all of the friends of mine who enjoy old school games, hell, here's a running score on things between me and my brother and my lovely girlfriend . I'll start with the one that started this whole shebang last year.

Star Force (NES)
Me: 768,000, level Iota
Brother: 2,516,000, level Omega
Audrey: n/a

Magic Jewelery (very similar to Columns on the Genesis)
Me: level 2
Brother Level 16
Audrey: Level 37

Ms. Pacman (Tengen NES version)
Me: Level 6, ~30,000 points
Brother: n/a
Audrey: Level 6 ~28,000-30,000 points

Tetris (Tengen NES version)
Starting on level 3
Me: Level ~6-7, 210 lines
Brother Level 12
Audrey: Level 8

Keep in mind some of these are kind of guessing on my part, lol...think ballpark. Will update as they come.

Let's hope this year gets better

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Better. I sincerely believe all forms of bigotry need to end, and now. Whether it's sexuality, race, or gender, EVERYONE IS EQUAL.

In b4 hate. I don't hate Christians, I hate the people who think they have the right to run people's lives and judge. Not everyone is going to hell because you said so.


Sadly...There'll never be another 10 years like these were...

FOREVER

-- Replaces crummy FLAME ME stamp I made before.
-- It's a staple of the '90s. Deal with it, or be like the rest of the miserable clods out there.

RPG Team!: On hold at the moment.

A stamp for Fiona, by the great ! Show your love!

Alrighty, inspired by Ms. *Kuma-POW, here's my list of resolutions for 2010...The new decade .

So let's see, shall we? I also owe her a 10 facts tag.

This...has been a really shitty decade. Ok, don't get me wrong, a lot of good things have happened this decade too...But for a lot of it I spent in a crummy mood....lol, mostly my fault I guess.

So let's see, shall we?

Finish all the fiction I've started.
Start going to school, like I said I've been planning to
Start drawing and not pulling off the half assed crap I pulled out before
Stop being so damn cynical all the time
Get into shape...
Make life worth living again
Among other things...

Let's be optimistic, eh? I'll try....As for the ten facts meme:

1. I'm officially starting my new job...hopefully tonight. At least I better .

2. I have a tendency to be hypersensitive to things -_-

3. After a looooong, unsure week, my car is finally working again. I REALLY don't want to replace it...

4. I have a tendency to dream up crap that will never happen...

5. I have the most varied taste in music that you will ever find...From swing to metal...From classical to some pop...I love more genres then most.

6. Writing is something I can do that I'm actually proud of. Don't get me wrong, there's a lot of things I can do...But that is what I really am proud of being able to do.

7. I'm very emotional at times...Things make me cry too easily.

8. I have a tendency to be very shy...

9. I'd rather see a human get hurt then see an abused animal .

10. When I love...I give my everything into it.

And! For the hell of it, 10 facts about Ms. =Acid-Qeen

She's an incredibly sweet person...But strong too. You get her mad, you'll know.
She's also very talented. Drawing, writing, music....There's a lot there.
She's very intelligent too, something I can't say about a lot of people I've met.
She's literally better then a character I thought up as a perfect girl...
She loves her some games
She's very emotional...In fact, she shares a HELLUVA lot of the same emotions I do.
She's gone through far more crap in her lifetime than she's needed to go through
She could be the ugliest woman in the world, and I'd still love her. However, she is absolutely gorgeous in my eyes .
She loves the color green.
She's better at Tetris then me

But most of all...I love her very very much...And I'll never find another like her. I love you, baby

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Better. I sincerely believe all forms of bigotry need to end, and now. Whether it's sexuality, race, or gender, EVERYONE IS EQUAL.

In b4 hate. I don't hate Christians, I hate the people who think they have the right to run people's lives and judge. Not everyone is going to hell because you said so.


Sadly...There'll never be another 10 years like these were...

FOREVER

-- Replaces crummy FLAME ME stamp I made before.
-- It's a staple of the '90s. Deal with it, or be like the rest of the miserable clods out there.

RPG Team!: On hold at the moment.

A stamp for Fiona, by the great ! Show your love!

Well guys...My car cut out and died...And I need to get it repaired. Fun, fun. Good thing I had money saved, eh?

Sorry for whining.

Anyways...I've been lazy. I have been writing some short (SHORT!) one shots lately, but only one person's going to get to read them...Kind of private, plus the "pornographic" policy here and the fact that I'll get slapped with a ban if I post anything like that kind of turns me off to posting them here...

If somebody is interested in reading, let me know, eh? I might let you, might not.

Anyways, it's the holidays :\. Great time eh? Holidays haven't been that great in a long time here...But better then I let on. Something like that...I don't know.

Anyways, I was tagged by Ms. ! Here it is:

rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post a song that best describes their oc's. And the lyrics that describes them best.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

This one is for Ms. Lady/Galadriel/Dolina...

She's an interesting character, and a very important character to me, one that's stood the test of time. I originally wrote her in 1996 for the first story I ever wrote...It really wasn't about her, but she was the only character that ever really stuck.

There's a lot to her story too...One of the key points is something that I haven't posted here...I was planning to redo that portion of the original...I don't know if I could post it here though.

- The one and only picture of her that fits her really .

Her song would be Boulevard of Broken Dreams, by Green Day. In a lot of ways, it describes the trials and such she's gone through in her life.

Here are the parts of that song that describe her the best... © Green Day/Whatever.

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Yeah, it's a pretty miserable song...Though living the way she has, and knowing what she knows...It makes sense.

I'll be honest, I'm not usually one for songs about self pity, or feeling sorry for yourself...But when the world moves faster then you do, and everyone else that you've known or loved has died, while you can only stand idly by...

Yeah.

Not tagging anyone, lol...Anyone who wants to, feel free!

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Better. I sincerely believe all forms of bigotry need to end, and now. Whether it's sexuality, race, or gender, EVERYONE IS EQUAL.

In b4 hate. I don't hate Christians, I hate the people who think they have the right to run people's lives and judge. Not everyone is going to hell because you said so.


Sadly...There'll never be another 10 years like these were...

FOREVER

-- Replaces crummy FLAME ME stamp I made before.
-- It's a staple of the '90s. Deal with it, or be like the rest of the miserable clods out there.

RPG Team!: On hold at the moment.

A stamp for Fiona, by the great ! Show your love!

Well, I got a promotion...

Wait. This isn't like the shit promotion I got in late 2007, lol, you all remember that? Yeah, shit sucked. Let's hope I don't lose this one...Although there's a good sign about this one...There's nobody corrupt enough to demote me. Helps a lot, doesn't it?

With that said, this is GREAT! I'll be making a whole hell of a lot more money then I was before...Hell, remember when I first joined the slot dept, and was freaking out because I'd never thought I'd be doing it?

I've got high hopes for the future...Let's hope it all works, shall we? I'll remain optimistic, but my brain is busy being the pessimist...Thank you brain, haha.

Oh...I have a question for you guys. I'll put it up in a poll...but, I know lots of you do streaming in a big way. Well...Since I don't draw, I'm thinking of hosting some old school game tourneys and such, maybe doing some speedruns, and seeing where I end up. Sound like an idea? I'm thinking of giving it a shot...Maybe.

Also, I saw that nostalgia quiz for the 1990s on and 's profile...I was thinking of doing it, except that:

A: It'd be pointless when I know virtually everything on that list
B: Certain things, especially with this promo and all, have really started lifting my eyes away from the past, and more towards the future...

And...Let's hope this all works, eh? Kind of a last stand sort of thing. We shall see...Until then, I know I've got somebody very special to me that I love with all of my heart...And hopefully I can leave most of the shit from this decade behind me...

Don't get me wrong, I had some good times this decade . But for the most part...House burning down, people screwing me over at work, among other things...Well, let's hope for the best.

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Better. I sincerely believe all forms of bigotry need to end, and now. Whether it's sexuality, race, or gender, EVERYONE IS EQUAL.

In b4 hate. I don't hate Christians, I hate the people who think they have the right to run people's lives and judge. Not everyone is going to hell because you said so.


Sadly...There'll never be another 10 years like these were...

FOREVER

-- Replaces crummy FLAME ME stamp I made before.
-- It's a staple of the '90s. Deal with it, or be like the rest of the miserable clods out there.

RPG Team!: On hold at the moment.

Yep, happy thanksgiving.

So how are you all doing? Yep, check out my new CSS...written by me by essentially editing the code...lol, and this is it what it looks like when you can't preview it...Nice work, eh? It's like easter pastels barfed onto a massacre, or something.

Anyways, one a day continues. I didn't post anything last night, but I'll be doubling up on the nights that I don't the night after. Wish me luck? Up next is a story that I was going to start last night...But kind of...lost the mood to write.

Yeah, been wonderful :\.

Don't get me wrong, I've got a hell of a lot to be thankful for. I've got a wonderful family, an amazing girlfriend, all the technology I could ask for, and a job...And I've had a great opportunity to publish my own work...Among other things .


Let's hope it doesn't blow up in my face.

You know what? I'll thank Ms. Audrey (Ms. ) for standing by my side, while putting up with my weirdness, too...lol. I love you babe!

As for features...Hmmm, let's see.


/ - Yes, she's my girlfriend. But she is damn talented...And you'd never know it! GO LOOK NAO. She writes with a flair, adding emotion where people usually concentrate on sensation...And that means a lot when it comes to stuff like this.


- Seriously, she deserves more attention then she gets! And I mean that...She puts a lot of professional mangaka to shame. She also has a very detailed, old school style you don't see anymore...Rare indeed.

- I list these two, since they're both very talented, western styled artists who don't get enough damn attention for the amazing stuff they do! Go check them out!

- One of the MOE artists I actually respect . Why? Well for one, she actually uses anatomy, instead of drawing blobby lolicon. For another, her work is just adorable, and cute, funny, and is true quality.

- I've been watching her for a long time...BEFORE she got popular, lol. Back then, it was for a certain anime that a lot of people don't like very much :\. Now she sticks to Pokemon stuff and her own characters, which is just as well . Great artist...Well now that she doesn't do ecchi as much, lol.

- The one who actually got me to start writing ero again, lol...And actually got me into a circle of writers that made me very active on DA before I got suspended, lol. Her stuff is pretty good, and she's a good friend . She's also holding a contest at the moment, go check it out! (BEWARNED, MATURE MATERIAL)

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Better. I sincerely believe all forms of bigotry need to end, and now. Whether it's sexuality, race, or gender, EVERYONE IS EQUAL.

In b4 hate. I don't hate Christians, I hate the people who think they have the right to run people's lives and judge. Not everyone is going to hell because you said so.


Sadly...There'll never be another 10 years like these were...

FOREVER

-- Replaces crummy FLAME ME stamp I made before.
-- It's a staple of the '90s. Deal with it, or be like the rest of the miserable clods out there.

RPG Team!: On hold at the moment.